I wish you knew what you were doing..

Since December, 2008, I've had the same feeling in my stomach.
It's not a pain, but fuck, it gets annoying.
I can't help how I feel, and I'm not going to try to, because I know it won't do anything.
Every single day of 2009 so far, this persons been in my head.
When I wake up. Before I go to sleep.
There's always one particular person in my head.
I don't know why, and I don't think I ever will.
I'm in love and I just can't fucking help it.